Morgan Terrill

Okay i’m in a great mood end of the week, so here are some truths to clear up this and that for people who wonder what the hell i’ve been thinking lately lol.

1 - I don’t go after straight guys, it’s an inside joke and I run with it for shits and gigs. 

2 - I think Facebook is a hilarious joke. I often wonder if I should have family or work friends on it. Most people use this site to share their basic thoughts, that’s cool, but I like to change it up. Keep things fresh. 

3 - I’ll be friends with everyone but I seem to hang out with chilled out people because overall there’s just less drama. Unfortunately that cuts a substantial amount of gay guys right out…

4 - I like living in the “backpackers” environment, just as much as I like having my own space. I think i’m settling down now though, *everybody claps*. 

5 - My main ‘problem’ is that I over-think. Everything in my life is pretty great, I just gotta keep that in mind when things don’t go my way all of the time. I can’t change who I am but I do know that I work best with routine and keeping busy.. seems to transform me into a responsible person. Lol (most people figured this out years ago). 

6 - I think it would be cool to be in a relationship. If it happens, awesome, but I don’t need one and I oftentimes wonder what it would be like to be that kind of person who is always “looking” for a boyfriend/girlfriend. I’ve always been pretty independent (only child syndrome), I guess it’s a good thing I like people hahaha. 

7 - I’ve been in and out of Australia since June 2010 (Sydney first then Melbourne) but my heart is set on this country and in my own head I feel like i’ve been living here for 20 months (because every time i’ve been back home all I could think about was what was happening in Australia). 

8 - I don’t actually hate my home country, it’s just easier to point out all of the bad things about it; keeps me from feeling homesick. New Zealand is actually pretty great and if you look deeper into the things I say about it, it’s clear that I still care. I’ll live there again someday I think, maybe in a year, maybe when i’m an oldie, i’ll see how I go. :) 

9 - I have a strong relationship with my Gran because she raised me, by herself (financially and socially). She did it incredibly well. She has supported me through EVERYTHING and she deserves THE WORLD of happiness, which includes me being away from her so she can finally relax and enjoy her twilight years. In December 2010 she was diagnosed with cancer and I made the choice to resign from my job in Sydney and fly home to support her through doctors visits, preparation, the operation, and the recovery. I have never discussed this online because those three months were between just her and me, and I wasn’t going to use it as a way of getting sympathy or attention. I basically just left Sydney, and nobody heard a thing for a long time until I got back to Australia last year.

10 - I’m becoming more conservative as I grow older. You can call me a centrist, because I don’t think extreme opinions on either side of most issues are the correct ones. Some people (most people) like to support just one party, but life isn’t red and blue, it’s good to keep an eye on a diverging opinion, even if at first you disagree with it. 

and 11. I’m alright. No more dramatics, if things work out how I want them to, cool, if they don’t, i’ll come up with something else. I always do :) I have had incredible help dealing with all of the shit swirling around in my own head over the last few months, and I hope the people who dealt with my word vomit and irrational complaints are still cool with me, because I am soooo grateful.

(Source: facebook.com)